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donderdag 15 oktober 2026

Joanna's Narcissism (6)


A few months after Joanna M. left Amsterdam to return to her family in Sofia, capital of Bulgaria, she suddenly appeared again in Mokum, our city of bridges, to finish her financial affairs here. She told me that after her study at the University of Amsterdam she subletted her appartment to expats, while leaving some of her belongings there. This is a huge problem because the city “is facing a severe shortage of affordable housing. Waiting lists are too long, house prices are too high, rental or purchase prices for available homes skyrocket, and too many Amsterdammers feel compelled to leave the city because they cannot find a suitable home.” 

https://openresearch.amsterdam/nl/page/77950/woningcrisis 


As a child from the Bulgarian middleclass Joanna M. was influenced by a neoliberal mentality which one can define as “if you can’t beat them, join them,” and this way of thinking weakens the deteriorating social cohesion in the West. 


When Joanna writes to me from Barcelona that “I am trying to figure out what I wanna do exactly” than this breaks my heart. I can feel enough empathy for the fact that after 28 years on our planet, she feels lost and lonely. When I once said that it surprised me that she had been receiving psychoanalytic treatment from her mother for so many years, she instantly reacted furiously out of some reflex, and began to defend both herself and her mother.


Imre Kertész, one of the greatest post-war Jewish writers of Europe, noted in his book, published in Dutch, De verbannen taal (2005): “Once, man was God’s creation, a creature with a tragic fate that needed redemption. This solitary being was first molded into a mass by ideological totalitarianism, then confined within the walls of a closed state system, and subsequently degraded into a lifeless part of its machinery. Now it no longer needs redemption, for it no longer bears responsibility for itself. Ideology has deprived it of its cosmos, but also of its loneliness, the tragic dimensions of the human fate. It was squeezed into a deterministic existence, where its fate is determined by its ancestry, its classification into a race or a class. Along with its fate, human reality was also taken from it, as well as the pure experience of life.”


This view explains Joanna’s flight forward, into the ever-unknown and, today, dark future. Because she was pursuing a vague course of art at the University of Amsterdam, I told her what the Jewish Hungarian Kertész had written in his 2005 book "De verbannen taal." In it, he set out that “It is the task of art to set human language against ideology, to restore the imagination and to remind man of his origins, his true situation, and the human destiny. The artist’s choice can therefore be nothing other than radical.” Suddenly, she reacted sharply, saying she had had enough of my contemporaries and their hypocrisy. 


Joanna was unfamiliar with the fierce criticism of the sixties, from people like the radical U.S. stand-up comedian George Carlin, who once told his public:“There’s a reason education SUCKS, and it’s the same reason it will never, ever, EVER be fixed. It’s never going to get any better, don’t look for it, be happy with what you’ve got. Because the owners, the owners of this country don't want that. I'm talking about the real owners now, the BIG owners! The Wealthy: the REAL owners! The big wealthy business interests that control things and make all the important decisions. Forget the politicians. They are irrelevant. The politicians are put there to give you the idea that you have freedom of choice. You don't. You have no choice! You have owners! They OWN YOU. They own everything. They own all the important land. They own and control the corporations. They’ve long since bought, and paid for the Senate, the Congress, the State Houses, the City Halls, they got the judges in their back pockets and they own all the big media companies, so they control just about all of the news and information you get to hear. They have got you by the balls.They spend billions of dollars every year lobbying, lobbying, to get what they want. Well, we know what they want. They want more for themselves and less for everybody else, but I'll tell you what they don’t want: they don’t want a population of citizens capable of critical thinking. They don’t want well informed, well educated people capable of critical thinking. They’re not interested in that. That doesn’t help them. that's against their interests, that’s right. They don’t want people who are smart enough to sit around a kitchen table and think about how badly they’re getting fucked by a system that threw them overboard 30 fucking years ago. They don’t want that!


You know what they want? They want obedient workers. Obedient workers, people who are just smart enough to run the machines and do the paperwork. And just dumb enough to passively accept all these increasingly shitty jobs with the lower pay, the longer hours, the reduced benefits, the end of overtime and vanishing pension that disappears the minute you go to collect it, and now they’re coming for your Social Security Money. They want your retirement money. They want it back so they can give it to their criminal friends on Wall Street, and you know something? They will get it. They’ll get it all from you sooner or later because they own this fucking place! It's a big club, and you ain’t in it! You, and I, are not in the big club!”


George Carlin said this after the neoliberal Western elite and the former communist elite in the Eastern Bloc were in power in the early 1990s. But the public behind the Fallen Wall had never been told that, since their own elite had no interest in it, and the Western media, in the service of a small group of “billionaires,” would not dream of seriously informing the public in the Eastern Bloc. The journalistic euphoria following the fall of the East Berlin Wall was too great to warn the  -- in the meantime -- unemployed factory workers that the Western model is built on illusions. And as for the Joanna's who had not experienced real-life communism, they are now too busy looking as Western as possible, in fact becoming as invisible as possible. They didn't get the chance to develop their own individuality. This became apparent, among other things, when she suddenly appeared on a weekday in a black lace see-through blouse. 


This is how Joanna M. wanted to present herself to the public. This is what the West taught her. As a disguised person, she herself became invisible. She imitates the western petty-bourgeois advertisements in the glossy magazines. This was the result of having visited universities in the U.S. and Western Europe. After casting a single glance at her, I realized why intellectuals in both West- and East-Europe will always lose. 

The first Bulgarian edition of the Forbes magazine will present its own "subjective" list of the twenty-one most influential and richest Bulgarian entrepreneurs as it hits the market on November 10, when the country marks the collapse of the communist regime.

The Czech-born author Milan Kundera stated that one can indeed imagine the future “without class struggle or without psychoanalysis, but not without the irresistible rise of ready-made ideas which, introduced into computers and propagated by the mass media, carry the danger of soon becoming a power that crushes all original and individual thought and thus stifles the true essence of the European culture of our time.” As an admirer of Gustave Flaubert's work, Kundera stated that 'the most shocking thing' in his 'vision of folly' is the fact that “folly does not fade in the face of science, technology, progress, or the modern; on the contrary, with progress, it too progresses!” In 1983, during a lecture in the lion's den—the United States—Kundera raised the question of where the obsessive urge to dominate the world came from:


“To be richer? Happier? No. The aggressiveness of violence is perfectly uninterested, unmotivated; it wants only its will; it is the purely irrational. Kafka and Hasek confront us... with this colossal paradox: during the era of the Modern Age, Cartesian reason destroyed one by one all values ​​inherited from the Middle Ages. But at the moment of the total victory of reason, the purely irrational (violence that wants no more than its will) takes possession of the world stage, because there is no longer a single accepted value system that could stand in its way.”


Thanks to this insight, it becomes understandable that mainstream journalism does nothing but engage in propaganda for whatever system is prevailing. Commercial journalists generally function as priests of a so-called progressive ideology, which cannot exist without an image of an enemy. And in this regard, it is “not so important that different political interests are expressed in the various organs of the media. Behind the outward difference, one and the same spirit prevails. You only have to look through American and European opinion papers, from the right as well as the left, from Time to Der Spiegel: in all those papers you find the same view of life, reflected in the same order in which their table of contents is structured, in the same sections, the same journalistic approach, the same choice of words and style, in the same artistic preferences, and in the same hierarchy of what they consider important and insignificant. The common state of mind of the mass media, which lies hidden behind their political diversity, is the spirit of the times.” 


Kundera shows that the propagandistic view of reality is diametrically opposed to the complexity of the novel, with all its subtle layers. Gustave Flaubert, too, abhorred the simplistic nature of the press. As early as 1866, the French author wrote in a letter to a friend: “You speak of the depravity of the press; it makes me so deathly ill that newspapers give me outright physical disgust. I would rather read nothing at all than those detestable pieces of paper. But people do everything possible to make something important out of it. They believe in it and they are afraid of it. That is the root of the evil. As long as respect for the printed word has not been eradicated from the world, we will not get a step further. Instill in the public a love for the great and it will abandon the small things, or rather, it will let the small things eliminate themselves. I consider it one of the happiest circumstances of my life that I do not write for newspapers. It does not do my wallet any good, but my conscience benefits from it, and that is the most important thing.” Five years later, he wrote in a letter to George Sand: “The whole dream of democracy consists of raising the proletarian to the level of stupidity of the bourgeois. That dream has already been partially realized. He reads the same newspapers and has the same passions.”

Gustave Flaubert had a keen insight into the psyche of the modern mass man/woman. He realized sooner than anyone else that, despite progress, folly would not yield, a fact that, according to Kundera, “was the greatest discovery of a century that was so proud of its scientific reason." since "folly does not fade in the face of science, technology, progress, or the modern; on the contrary, with progress, it too moves forward!” After all, “modern folly means not ignorance, but the thoughtlessness of ready-made ideas." 

Kundera emphasizes that "Flaubert’s discovery is more important for the future of the world than the most shocking thoughts of Marx or Freud. For one can well imagine the future without class struggle or without psychoanalysis, but not without the irresistible rise of ready-made ideas [and images. svh] which, fed into computers, propagated by the mass media, carry with them the danger of soon becoming a power that crushes all original and individual thought and thus stifles the true essence of the European culture of our time."


"Some eighty years after Flaubert conceived his Emma Bovary, in the 1930s (nineteenth century. svh), another great novelist, Hermann Broch, would speak of the heroic efforts of the modern novel resisting the wave of kitsch, but ultimately being floored by it."


Joanna M., realize that “The word kitsch refers to the attitude of someone who wants to please as many people as possible at any cost. To please, one must conform to what everyone wishes to hear, be at the service of ready-made ideas, in the language of beauty and emotion. It moves us to tears of self-pity over the banalities we think and feel. After more than fifty years, Broch's motto [Hermann Broch, Vienna--New Haven, was an Austrian modernist writer and philosopher of Jewish descent. svh] is now only becoming truer. Based on the compelling necessity to please and thus attract the attention of the largest possible audience, the aesthetics of the mass media are inevitably that of kitsch, and as the mass media increasingly encompass and infiltrate our entire lives, kitsch becomes our daily aesthetics and morality.


While reading, I was reminded of the description by the late British author John Berger that: “Consumption and communication are nowadays united in a diabolical company, and through this company exists that which we know as the media. First and foremost, the media represent an economic contract whereby everything that happens in the world is linked to the mechanism of sales.”


Just as the clergy in the Middle Ages determined what the truth was, so today the mass media ordain what the truth looks like, and above all, how it must be experienced by the masses. In his essay-collection *Stemverheffing*, published in 1992, Berger wrote: “The assumptions on which the media corporation proceeds on behalf of the public are not only blind but also blinding… Perhaps it is precisely at this point that our form of democracy is dying a slow death. If so, it is the result of a refusal. The refusal of the media corporation to acknowledge the fact, and to let it sink in, that the public knows in its heart how the world works… The reason for this refusal, which is a threat to our form of democracy, the reason why the media corporation systematically underestimates what we have in common, that reason is always the same: the normless urge to sell… What I want is for people to become aware of how dirty the media corporation serves them as a public. Dirty, because the dignity of viewer and viewed is being swept under the rug. Restore something of that dignity—give people time, shift the usual center of gravity—and bad news turns an interruption into the truth.


There are countless truths for which no direct solution exists. The word ‘solution’ does not touch upon the tragic. We must come into contact with the tragic and allow ourselves to be moved by it. We might be changed by it if we named it. Even named, the tragic remains tragic, but it would not become bad news. Only from that perspective is realistic politics possible.


And because making a profit is the holiest article of faith for neoliberalism, Berger speaks of "the dealers of the Free Market and their corollary, the Mafia,' who know that “they now have the world in their pocket. They have. But to maintain their confidence they have to change the meaning of all the words used in languages to explain or praise or give value to life: every word, according to them now, is the servant of profit. And so they have become dumb. Or, rather, they can no longer speak any truth. Their language is too withered for that. As a consequence they have also lost the faculty of memory. A loss which one day will be fatal.”



woensdag 14 oktober 2026

As Inflation Goes Up, 4 in 10 Struggle to Pay Basic Necessities

 

As Inflation Goes Up, New Poll Shows 4 in 10 Struggle to Pay Basic Necessities

The latest Consumer Price Index report shows that inflation has gone up 3.7 percent over the past year. 

A woman buys groceries and vegetables in a street market on January 16, 2025 in New York City. 

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The latest Consumer Price Index (CPI) report from the Bureau of Labor Statistics shows inflation has increased over the past month (and the year overall), as millions of Americans say they are struggling to make ends meet or pay for basic necessities. 

According to the CPI report, which was published on Wednesday, consumer prices shot up by 0.6 percent from August to September. Year-over-year prices have increased by 3.7 percent.

That yearly rate is higher than previous reports in 2026. On average, the annual inflation rate, which is included in each monthly report, has been around 3.3 percent since the start of the year. The latest CPI numbers are also higher than they were immediately before Trump returned to the White House in 2025 — according to the December 2024 CPI, the inflation rate was 2.9 percent. 

Costs for staple food items have increased over the past year, with ground beef prices up 5.4 percent, fruits and vegetables up 3.7 percent, bread up 3.3 percent, and fish/seafood up 6.9 percent. Energy costs are also markedly higher than they were last year, increasing by 10.9 percent overall, including a 21.5 percent increase in gas prices compared to September 2025.

Analysts largely attribute higher energy prices to Trump’s war against Iran, which began in late February and resulted in the blocking of the Strait of Hormuz, through which a fifth of the world’s oil is normally transported. The week before the war began, gas prices across the U.S. averaged around $2.937 per gallon. As of Wednesday, prices are $4.333 per gallon on average, a 47 percent increase over the past seven months. 

While prices for gasoline have been higher in the past, those increased costs were temporary. This week, the U.S. broke a record set in 2022 for the most days in a calendar year where average prices for regular gasoline have been above $4 per gallon: 158 days total since the start of 2026.

On gas costs, the Trump administration has promised throughout the war that higher prices would be short-lived.

“Rest assured, to the American people, the recent increase in oil and ​gas prices is temporary, and this operation will result in lower gas prices in the long term,” former White House Press Secretary Karoline Leavitt said in March. 

Asked by reporters about continuing high costs for fuel, Trump said in Aprilthat “gas will go down” and will “drop like a rock” as soon as the war is over. In June, he made a similar statement on Truth Social, writing that “Gas prices will plummet, and Affordability will be far better” than in the Biden years.

Earlier this week, Trump appeared to ignore entirely the fact that most Americans are feeling economic pinches, falsely stating during one of his campaign speeches that “prices are coming down very fast” right now.

The president promised on the 2024 presidential campaign trail to lower prices for groceries and other consumer goods, and to produce $2 per gallon gasoline shortly after entering office. 

New polling demonstrates Americans are struggling, despite Trump’s rosy assessments.

According to a recently published Pew Research Center survey, 60 percent of Americans say they don’t have enough income to lead the life they desire. The poll also showed that 53 percent say they don’t have emergency savings that could help pay expenses for three months, and a third of respondents (32 percent) say they worry every day or almost every day about health care and debt costs.

Seventy percent of Americans have had to cut back their spending habits for “extras” — going out to eat or streaming services, for example. And 44 percent say they have had trouble paying for at least one basic necessity over the past year.

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dinsdag 13 oktober 2026

Joanna's Narcissism (5)


During the annual press reception (White House Correspondents’ Dinner) president Trump stated on July 24, 2026: “When I'm gone, you're all going to be broke. Your business model is going to be finished. There's not going to be anybody to report on. Nobody gives a damn about anybody else.”

Joanna, you were born in the same Bulgaria as the widely respected author Tzvetan Todorov, who in his book written in French, La Conquête de l'Amérique. La question de l’autre told his readers:


"Le capitaine Alonzo Lopez de Avila s'était emparé pendant la guerre d'une jeune Indienne, une femme belle et gracieuse. Elle avait promis à son mari craignant qu'on ne le tuât à la guerre de n'appartenir à aucun autre que lui, et ainsi nulle persuasion ne put l'empêcher de quitter la vie plutôt que de se laisser flétrir par un autre homme ; c'est pourquoi on la livra aux chiens." (Diego de Landa, Relation des choses de Yucatan.)


J'écris ce livre pour essayer de faire en sorte qu'on n'oublie pas ce récit, et mille autres pareils. A la question: comment se comporter à l'égard d'autrui? je ne trouve pas moyen de répondre autrement qu'en racontant une histoire exemplaire, celle de la découverte et de la conquête de l'Amérique. En même temps, cette recherche éthique est une réflexion sur les signes, l'interprétation et la communication: car le sémiotique ne peut être pensé hors du rapport à l’autre.” 

For those who do not speak French, but do speak English, the world's most important lingua franca, with approximately 380 million native speakers and more than a billion people who use it as a second language, I provide the English translation:


The Conquest of America: The Question of the Other the following: “During the war, Captain Alonzo Lopez de Avila had captured a young Indian woman, a beautiful and graceful girl. She had promised her husband, fearing he would be killed in the war, that she would belong to no other man, and so no persuasion could prevent her from taking her own life rather than being defiled by another; therefore, she was thrown to the dogs." (Diego de Landa, Account of the Events of Yucatan.) This is the colonial attitude of the roman catholic and protestant culture the orthodox-christian Joanna M. wants to be part of.

Todorov explained “I wrote this book to try to ensure that this story, and a thousand others like it, are not forgotten. To the question: how should we behave towards others? I can find no other way to answer than by recounting an exemplary story, that of the discovery and conquest of America. At the same time, this ethical inquiry is a reflection on signs, interpretation, and communication: for semiotics cannot be conceived outside of the relationship with the other.”


Still the Joanna’s of Eastern Europe want to join the superficial forms of our decaying materialistic culture. Why? Because they think that the western neoliberal system provides endless freedom, while educated western citizens know this is a lie. Still, the middle class of communist Eastern Europe, had learned one imperishable truth: the masses have to conform to the powers that be, the administrative oligarchy, the communist nomenklatura, whose totalitarianism decided what was true and especially what wasn’t. The famous Jewish Hungarian author Imre Kertész [1929 – 2016), who survived Auschwitz and Buchenwald, and received in 2002 the Nobel Prize in Literature wrote in his in Dutch translated book “De verbannen taal, (2005)”  [“The banned language”]:

“The question is valid: why, in our time, do even joyful events take on an ominous cast? Why do they immediately mobilize the darkest forces? And why — at best — do they loom on the horizon as troublesome, intractable problems? [...]


Now that the fruits of forty years of struggle have ripened and the second totalitarian empire (the Soviet Union) has also fallen, a pervasive sense of collapse, resentment, and powerlessness dominates. It is as if a hangover-like atmosphere is haunting Europe; as if, upon waking on a grey morning, the continent realized that instead of two possible worlds, it is left with only one actual world — the triumphant world of economism, capitalism, and pragmatism devoid of ideals, transcendence, or alternatives, offering no passage to either the cursed land or the promised land (take your pick)... That silent collapse (also known as the Velvet Revolution) seems to have shattered something within people — though it is unclear exactly what: perhaps the ethics of resistance, which lent a certain solidity to one’s way of life, or a kind of hope — which may never have been true hope, yet undoubtedly provided a sense of stability. In any case, it put an end to the relativity of comparison. And here we stand now as victors: empty, weary, and disillusioned.” 


Judging by her remarks, I think that Joanna M. from the capital Sofia and her contemporaries intuitively realize this. Born into a middle-class family in Bulgaria, a country that has played hardly any historical role for the Western European elite, she too wonders what role she can play in the chaos of the postmodern West. I noticed this in the way she clung to people, like me, who have enough contacts to boost her career. She certainly has ambition, but unfortunately, it is based on a reality that has not been lived through.


I, myself, take comfort in the wisdom of Imre Kertész when he states that:

“Man is not born to disappear into history as a discarded part, but to understand his fate, to face his mortality and — now you will hear a rather old-fashioned turn of phrase from me — to save his soul. The happiness of man in the higher sense lies outside his historical existence — but not in the avoidance of historical experience; on the contrary, in living through, in taking possession of that experience and in the tragic identification with it. Man can be elevated above history exclusively through knowledge; during the demoralizing presence of total history, knowledge is the only worthy refuge, the only thing that is good. Only in the light of that lived knowledge can we ask the question whether everything we have committed and undergone can bring about something of value — to put it more precisely: whether we attribute value to our own lives or forget them like amnesia patients, or perhaps cast them off like suicides.” Kertész later warned: “Whoever has ever played with power or willingly allowed himself to be used as a plaything of power is never again capable of thinking, dreaming, talking, and preaching about anything other than power.” As a Hungarian Jew, this author knew what he was talking about. After all, he had endured three totalitarian systems: National Socialism, Communism, and Neoliberal Capitalism. Meanwhile, the average voter is subjected to the propaganda of the officially sanctioned mainstream version of reality, the reality as accepted by power. Central to its superficial assumption is the Ideology of Progress, the belief that in a finite world, material progress remains infinite. However, every serious observer knows that this ideology is ultimately based on nothing. The British author of ‘A Short History of Progress,’ Ronald Wright, pointed out the following after the start of the 2008 credit crisis:

“Faith in progress has become a kind of religious faith, a sort of fundamentalism, rather like the market fundamentalism that has just recently crashed en burned. The idea that you can let markets go their way is a delusion, just as the idea that you can let technology go, and that it will solve the problems created by itself in a slightly earlier fase. That has become a belief very similar to the religious delusions that caused some societies to crash and burn in the past.”



What is material progress, in fact? In the documentary film Surviving Progress, a former Wall Street consultant and American economics professor, Michael Hudson, states:


“Written records go back about 4000 years, and from 2000 B.C. to the time of Jesus it was normal for all of the countries in the world to periodically cancel the debts when they became too large to pay. So you have Sumer, Babylonia, Egypt and other regions all proclaiming these debt cancellations, and the effect was to make a clean slate so that society would begin all over again. This was easy to do in a society were most debts were owed to the state. It became much harder to do when enterprise and credit passed out of the hands of the state into private hands, and into the hands of an oligarchy,” exactly as is the case today. The result is that power has fallen into the hands of a wealthy elite that knows only one driving force: to become even richer and even more powerful, while the community has meanwhile lost the ability to curb this all-destroying selfishness. Michael Hudson on the oligarchy:


“The last thing they wanted was to have a king who would actually cancel the debts and restore equality. Rome was the first country of the world not to cancel the debts. It went to war with Sparta in Greece to overthrow the government and the king who wanted to cancel the debts.


The Roman wars of the first century B.C. ended up stripping the countries of everything they had. Not only that it stripped the tempels of gold, it stripped the public buildings, it stripped the economies of their reproductive capacities, it stripped them of their water-works, it made a desert out of the land, and it said: a debt is a debt.”


In Surviving Progress, Ronald Wright remarks about the collapse of the Roman Empire:


“The collapse seems to have been closely linked to ecological devastation which led to all sorts of social and economic and military problems. In the early stages of the Roman Republic you had a fairly egalitarian land owning system. The peasants had acces to public land, but as the Roman State became more powerful and the lords and the generals began to appropriate public land for their own private estates more and more peasants became landless. All the same time erosion was a serious problem, so bad that some of the Roman ports silted up with all the topsoil that got washed down from the fields into the rivers. And archeologists have been able to establish how badly degraded much of Italy was by the fall of the Roman Empire, and how it took a thousand years for the much reduced population during the Middle Ages to rebuild their fertility.”

Now, the Western hegemony is collapsing after at least five centuries of dominance over the world, the Western world has arrived at the same final phase as the Romans did, not only are we confronted by widespread corruption, but the citizen has been replaced by the consumer, who does not believe in anything moral anymore. Still, the Joanna’s of Eastern Europe long to be part of this collapsing system. November 2025 she wrote me from Bulgaria that she wanted to meet me at a galerie in Amsterdam to have lunch with the owner. On the day she wanted to meet not only did she arrive three hours too late, without any excuse, but when she sat down I could see that her trousers between her legs were torn, so I could see her black underwear. I told her. She did not react, she did not feel embarrassed. It was as if she was extremely mixed up. I remembered that I saw her once before rather confused. Was it part of a mental disorder? Did she swallow pills? I don’t know. Next time more about her remarkable behavior.



Joanna's Narcissism (6)

A few months after Joanna M. left Amsterdam to return to her family in Sofia, capital of Bulgaria, she suddenly appeared again in Mokum, our...